Christmas present

When we got home on saterday my Christmas present had been delivered.
I didn't know anything about this, it was an idea from owner 1 so that I could lie quietly in the living room under the supervision of the owners.

 

 

 

And so after dinner I started using it. I feel like a real slut lying in the corner of the room like that.

Blindfold mouth dildo and butt plug all my holes filled what more could a slut want!

Every now and then my useless balls would be hit by an owner's foot and my nipples would be pinched (next time I'll ask for nipple clamps). 
I don't know how long, but I was released and thanked the owners very much for the wonderful Christmas gift. It is still in the room and when I walk past it I long for it.

Sometimes I don't know it, all I can think about is how I can serve and be used.  I think I definitely have some kind of brainwashing. Because even when I lie there, I fantasize that everyone can see me, especially acquaintances or family, so that it is clear that I am their total slut slave. Are these crazy thoughts? Am I brainwashed? I actually think so, as all normality has been repressed and I'm happy when I'm Lola the slut...

Do you recognize that....

Schlampiges Loch

 

This week I was corrected and I have to show that I am submissive slut and very much serve my owners. I have to do all my tasks in perfection without contradiction.

I sleep separately and have strict dress codes. I also have to move between the two houses in these clothes

But this afternoon during the lunch that I had prepared for owner 2,

 I had to come to her. It was time for inspection.

Now I wear a new butt plug during my tasks I thought she wanted to inspect that. But no, I was expected at 2 o'clock as Lola so with wig, make-up, nylons and my high heels and a large dildo and without a butt plug. I need the key to my cage for that and I removed it in the presence of the owner. No idea what to expect.

At 2 o'clock I was ready and was immediately placed on a large stool and the assignment "shows how flexible your sissy hole is".

There you are, fucking yourself with a dildo. I was already horny because of the situation but the dildo made it even more intense.

 

 

Lying on my back and holding my legs. Owner 2 put on latex gloves and inspected my fuck hole

A little later 4 fingers went in and slowly her hand disappeared in my hole. Now this was the second time but it all went very smoothly. A little later her hand went in and out slowly. Her fist went smoothly into my hole. Slowly at first but later it went faster.

I was actually real fisted for the first time. Her fists went in and out of my willing horny fuck hole. 

I had no control over myself anymore and said all kinds of horny things. Looking at her while she does this makes me submissive, I want to do everything for her. 

What control owner 2 has over me.... 

I felt like such a whore I leaked quite a bit.

 

 

But suddenly it was over I was exhausted my fuck hole was completely limp and I couldn't stand on my legs.

Owner 2 was very satisfied and immediately went to report it to the owner 1. I was allowed to recover on the bed first. My fuck hole was very sensitive and I was still a bit out of this world. At 5 o'clock I was called and both owners were in the living room. Where they ordered food.

I had my work outfit back on, shirt and apron, the owners looked at me as if nothing had happened....

 

 

 

Weekend

 Sometimes the unexpected happens. I was working in the kitchen owner 2 comes in I immediately sit in my position.
Then behind her back a bowl of her delicious piss appears.
She grabs my me head and I put my mouth on the edge of the bowl.  After which the order look at me and drink it all. Then owner 2 very slowly pours my mouth full, I know I may only swallow it at her command. I feel and taste her delicious piss what a pleasure I shiver all over my body. Especially looking at that really makes me her submissive slut whore.  The last remaining piss I have to gargle so I taste her well. I am so grateful to her that I kiss and lick her shoes.

She looks at me smiling and then says yes Herman this you could not have dreamed a year ago that you are now my piss whore....



What a wonderful start to the weekend

24/7

 

Growing up in the 70s where my own self was suppressed. My feelings of who I really am was put aside.

I am not complaining because I am very happy now. My feminine side gets all the space and can really be who I am.

So who and what am I?

I am a big guy but inside I am a total slave and a whore.

I am owned by 2 owners (my wife and her sister). I sold my business and am available to my owners 24/7. My sissy clit is locked up 24/7 and wear sexy work clothes 24/7. Stockings, mini bikini, highheels, short sport skirt and short sweater. I have duties in two houses and am busy with that. Also, in the houses I have a closet/room (my parking space) where when I am done with nothing more to do I have to lock myself in and fasten with a belt that has to be locked. There is also a stool with a dildo on it and a dildo on the wall.  Furthermore, I have my own sleeping place so that if necessary the owners can sleep peacefully.
I am every other day with owner 1 and the next day with owner 2. Around 6:30 my day starts with rinse clean (I do every morning) get dressed and take care of breakfast.
The rest of the day I am busy with tasks in and around the house.

As soon as I see an owner I have to show my submission by (at the moment) sitting like a trash can on my knees with hand holding my feet and mouth wide open. A nod from owner I immediately turn me around and show my sissy pussy.

Owner 2 is much more dominant her look is felt enough to make me do anything. And I really mean everything.
Owner 1 is my great love she has made this all possible. How special is this?

I adore the anus of both owners I want nothing more than taste their delicious anus. I also like to drink their delicious hot piss.

I feel completely free with no worries. I am only taking care of the owners in any way.

Also finacial I have no worries.  All my money and property have been transferred to the owners. I have a bank card where I can buy things if necessary. Everything I buy must be discussed with one of the owners.  Furthermore I am Herman 1 day a week (my sissy klit stays locked up).

After an email exchange with Poppet Sub Slut the owners are planning to add a dice challenge. I have no idea what the challenges will be I am allowed to bring in my own challenges.

Owner 1 has a public job and is reluctant to bring out our way of life. Owner 2 has less of a problem with that, so I go into town with her as Lola. I get a lot of looks from especially men but so far never anything really negative.

Because of our way of living our family and friends have become a lot smaller. Nobody really knows anything. Owner 1 intends to share our way of life within a small circle.

Personally, I am a little afraid of that anyway but if owner 1 wants me to, I have to accept that.
I think it will not be long before I have to present myself as Lola to family and friends.
The idea makes me nervous but it also excites me.

For now a glimpse into our life so far....
 

My greatest desire and drive is to be their total slave and whore. Nothing makes me hornier than the idea of being whored out by the owners. Standing by the side of the road in mini skirt and being used and making money for the owners.

 

 This fantasy is very strong and the idea that one day this might become reality makes me who I am today.

Lola

 

 
 

Condom Filling

UPDATE!!! 

A lot has changed and I am very happy. I will come back to it, but at the moment I am waiting for an order for condoms and a magic wand. I am addicted to used condoms, but my owners don't want me to actively look for them. Because they are concerned it is not very safe. To indulge my addiction, the owner 2 allows me to fill condoms myself and save them for a later time. I don't know exactly what the intention is, so I'll have to wait and see what she plans to do with it. I can't wait, be exciting and HORNY... 

To be continued.....

Alter Ego

 

Who am I?

If you read this blog you might think, what kind of strange guy is this? But I'm not that strange. I have an alter ego and these two egos are intertwined. Then I am Lola the slut and then I am Herman again. But as Herman, Lola is always present in the background. And certainly to the outside world I am Herman. My wife and I do a lot together, but I also have friends and hobbies of my own. If we can, we eat out at least once a week and we follow Trip Advisor and eat at different restaurants, lately my sister-in-law has also been coming along. The counter now stands at 182😀

I also exercise every other day and run. I am also a sports shooter. Now it is true that my alter ego is always present. I think about that in everything I do. Or when I wear lingerie under my normal clothes. I also think about it constantly at work. Lola is always present. 

It has become stronger lately now that my sister-in-law is also part of this. She is much stricter and has a dominant appearance. She only has to look at me and I can feel it going through my whole body. It also feels liberating because this has been approved by my wife and owner. The rule is still when I see my sister-in-law I immediately have to show her my sissy pussy. If that is not possible because we are in company, then her glance is sufficient and I nod as a sign that I still know what is expected of me. So all in all, our triangle relationship is quite normal, perhaps strange...

Fickloch-Inspektion

 I have been offline for a while and that is because stricter rules have been introduced.

So the tattoo was postponed... And I had to buy lingerie. Physically in a store where I had to tell them that it was for myself. More about that later.

I am also only allowed to treat my wife with a strap-on dildo (this is considerably larger than my sissy clit). I can treat her orally and I can also deeply tongue her lovely anus. I'm not allowed to cum and it's been 3 weeks now. I sometimes wear a penis cage, but most of the time I don't.

The strict rules have been set and apply especially when cleaning my sister-in-law's house. I was way too bold. I am no longer allowed to look and speak to her. But the biggest rule is that as soon as she is in the same room or I come into a room where she is. I have to lie directly on my stomach with my ass open, legs wide and spread my buttocks with my hands. So I have to show my sissy pussy. Until she is gone or she says move on. The only time where it is not is lunch. I can just sit there.

Monday is my cleaning day at home, nothing has changed. Still in front of the camera and collecting piss. When I'm done I have to wait for her. But so far I'm not allowed to do anything with the piss. I have to sleep separately in my lola out fit.

The next day I am Herman again.

When my sister-in-law comes to visit I have to change clothes (nylons high heels) and as soon as I am in the same room I have to show my sissy pussy on my stomach.

I really feel like a WHORE at those moments...

Tattoo

 Ein Tattoo eine gute Idee???

Geile Hure XXX

 

There is nothing hotter than being inspected. Just standing with your legs wide apart in front of your wife. Show that you are willing and horny. Your sissy pussy just used with a dildo so it's open. Let you stand like that until she is satisfied. And lick the soles of her shoes in return. I feel and am a whore who will do anything for her. Really everything!!!

Manchmal

Sometimes it just has to be done. 

Feeling like a whore who just wants to be stretched. And when she's done, turn around and look at her, jerk off and then swallow your seed like a good whore. 

Sometimes that's necessary....

 

 

Lola

 

 

 This is me Lola sissy slut, the cleaning lady at my sister-in-law's house. I like to be Lola, I like to show myself as Lola and I am a very submissive sissy piss girl.

 I like to lick the soles of shoes and I prefer to drink piss.

And I want to wash myself with my sister-in-law's piss. 

But first I have to show that I am a good cleaner, and then hopefully I can clean her house on a weekly basis. 

And just maybe... I can lick the soles of her shoes or drink her piss.

 

  

And then suddenly the time has come, my first day as Lola, the cleaning lady at my sister-in-law's house.

Agreements have been made about what I have to do and especially how I have to get there. Because my wife is kind of a public figure, she doesn't want me to go there like Lola in the car. I get dropped off or picked up depending on whether my wife is home. I can change clothes, but no makeup or wig. So I put on a Lola outfit, but with a long raincoat in the car and only by my sister-in-law I can do the wig and makeup.

Once dressed, first an inspection by my wife (see drawing), then to my sister-in-law in the car.

Agreements regarding my sister-in-law;
1. I'm not allowed to talk to her.
2. Eye contact is prohibited.
3. I am not allowed to make sexual innuendos in any way.
4. When I finish my duties, I have to wait in the garage for pick-up or drop-off.


Now everything has accelerated in recent months.
And I especially mean the Lola thing. My wife is also stricter in daily life, but she is not my owner 24/7. Also no chastity or anything else feminine in the house. With the exception of cleaning days. The agreement for the time being is to clean my sister-in-law's house 4 times to see if she likes it and especially if she doesn't feel uncomfortable.
No piss drinking at home for a while and I miss that terribly. 

How bad can it be.