The search for a partner who is open to my craziness has not succeeded. But ultimately love at first sight. And now married for years and still in love. And in the beginning we talked about our preferences and sex life in the past. Now my wife is a kind of well-known figure sometimes on TV and often at trade fairs and at seminars she is a welcome speaker. So we are careful about expressing and publicizing our special relationship.
But back to the beginning. I write this easily but to share your deepest feelings, something that is not seen as normal by many people, was not easy. So I didn't just say it outright. It actually just happened, I had been sitting on my computer looking at high heels and suspenders. Suddenly my love was behind me. I felt caught I was 14 again the day when I was caught by my mother. Her first thought was that this is how I wanted to see her in bed (which I am). She wanted to know everything and I told her everything. Really everything, that I feel very submissive in lingerie. And also that I still had clothes and sex stuff in my own house, and that I had photos and videos of myself (filming myself makes me extra horny).
She wanted to see the videos and my pictures immediately…
After she had seen the photos and video which were definitely explecite. Also the texts I said were explicit. "I'm a whore, I want piss and cum ect..." I felt caught again...
She saw me in a very private moment something that was all to myself. But no remark no disapproval more surprise of feminine submissive side.
She wanted to go straight to my house to see my sex stuff...
In the car the conversation started, and she had a lot of questions, but the most important one was are you hiding anything else from me?
Was I not looking for men or had I been in relationships with men?
I've never dated a man. I am also not attracted to a man.
