Her request was,
I want you to do your thing when you're alone, how you dress and anything else you do. I don't want to get involved with what you're doing, don't speak to me or make eye contact. I'm looking but I'm not there, so go ahead because you're home alone. My thought was well it's now or never now can show why I want to be a Piss Maid. The last thing I told her that it would take a while…
First cleaning my Piss Maid pussy. Something I found really hard in front of her. Fortunately it wasn't too big a mess, then shave everything and rub it with oil. Next my old steel chastity cage and butplug, stockings, high heels and my favorite dress, short made of imitation leather in black (easy te clean). I had no idea what she thought of me, and I was so afraid that she would leave, that she would think this is dirty and crazy.
Without going much further into what I did, I do want to share 1 thing that my wife had her doubts about.
That's sucking a dildo. I've been doing that for quite some time and it makes me extra horny. I have a beautiful black dildo 19 cm long. Not too thick and flexible. And has balls too.
The dress I'm wearing is so tight that I can't work my nipples. When I'm horny I want to touch my nipples. The dress in combination with the chastity cage and the deep blowing of the dildo (I take it all the way deep and then lick the balls). I can keep this up for a long time (it does get a little sore throat afterwards) This makes me so horny I just want to cum but that's not possible.
I am then desperate and do not know how and what to do. I just lose my way and I want to be called a whore.
Eventually everything calms down it
was enough for one night and took out the but plug took it deep into my mouth to clean it.
I was wet with sweat and wanted to take a shower, but no, my wife said "take your coat we go to my house".
At her home, in itself an exciting ride behind the wheel. When you're standing at a traffic light and there's someone next to you who has no idea what I'm wearing ;-)
She was honest she was lost in the whole thing. She was thrilled to see me like this. But still had her doubts. What did I expect from her now? She wondered if I really wasn't gay. Because sucking a dildo and fucking myself in my sissy cunt is gay behavior. Now she knows that being gay is really something else than enjoying what appears to be gay sex.
So it came down to trust and that I really don't fall for men or looking for real cock. I want to be submissive not 24/7 but regularly. And that I really will do whatever she asks. And I mean everything.
And she wondered where she get her sexual need. In bed she wants a real man no dresses or nylons. I didn't have an answer to it either, other than the sex we had was nice and both enjoyed it. So that hasn't changed, except that I get my needs from somewhere else every now and then. I suppressed it for years but it keeps me huffing and craving. It makes me sullen and then I'm not a nice man. It just has to come out every now and then.
