Now I skip years in which a lot has happened but where my Sissy feeling was suppressed.
In the early 90s after a divorce I was alone and had time to discover myself.
It was a time when I started wearing lingerie from now and then to regularly, also under normal clothes.
Via the internet I came into contact with a Belgian couple where the man wore a Goethals chastity belt. He was also regularly locked in a special box. Very nice people with both a good job as a top civil servant. I have met them several times. Where he sat in the coffin and I sat on the couch with his wife. We have not had a sexual relationship, but they have encouraged me to discover myself and not to suppress my deep feeling. It felt like a liberation and from that moment on I started looking for a new partner who wasn't narrow-minded and stood up for my feelings.
And so I started to dress more and more like a woman at home. And of course not in ordinary clothes but especially in sexy outfits. And also wearing a chastity belt. Completely made of steel with a belt around the waist and the possibility to wear a butplug (Thanks to my Belgian friends). I even went so far as to go for a drive in a sexy outfit en belt in the car. I did this on my own and with the thoughts that I had to do this... That is also where I started licking my own sperm.
