24/7

 

Growing up in the 70s where my own self was suppressed. My feelings of who I really am was put aside.

I am not complaining because I am very happy now. My feminine side gets all the space and can really be who I am.

So who and what am I?

I am a big guy but inside I am a total slave and a whore.

I am owned by 2 owners (my wife and her sister). I sold my business and am available to my owners 24/7. My sissy clit is locked up 24/7 and wear sexy work clothes 24/7. Stockings, mini bikini, highheels, short sport skirt and short sweater. I have duties in two houses and am busy with that. Also, in the houses I have a closet/room (my parking space) where when I am done with nothing more to do I have to lock myself in and fasten with a belt that has to be locked. There is also a stool with a dildo on it and a dildo on the wall.  Furthermore, I have my own sleeping place so that if necessary the owners can sleep peacefully.
I am every other day with owner 1 and the next day with owner 2. Around 6:30 my day starts with rinse clean (I do every morning) get dressed and take care of breakfast.
The rest of the day I am busy with tasks in and around the house.

As soon as I see an owner I have to show my submission by (at the moment) sitting like a trash can on my knees with hand holding my feet and mouth wide open. A nod from owner I immediately turn me around and show my sissy pussy.

Owner 2 is much more dominant her look is felt enough to make me do anything. And I really mean everything.
Owner 1 is my great love she has made this all possible. How special is this?

I adore the anus of both owners I want nothing more than taste their delicious anus. I also like to drink their delicious hot piss.

I feel completely free with no worries. I am only taking care of the owners in any way.

Also finacial I have no worries.  All my money and property have been transferred to the owners. I have a bank card where I can buy things if necessary. Everything I buy must be discussed with one of the owners.  Furthermore I am Herman 1 day a week (my sissy klit stays locked up).

After an email exchange with Poppet Sub Slut the owners are planning to add a dice challenge. I have no idea what the challenges will be I am allowed to bring in my own challenges.

Owner 1 has a public job and is reluctant to bring out our way of life. Owner 2 has less of a problem with that, so I go into town with her as Lola. I get a lot of looks from especially men but so far never anything really negative.

Because of our way of living our family and friends have become a lot smaller. Nobody really knows anything. Owner 1 intends to share our way of life within a small circle.

Personally, I am a little afraid of that anyway but if owner 1 wants me to, I have to accept that.
I think it will not be long before I have to present myself as Lola to family and friends.
The idea makes me nervous but it also excites me.

For now a glimpse into our life so far....
 

My greatest desire and drive is to be their total slave and whore. Nothing makes me hornier than the idea of being whored out by the owners. Standing by the side of the road in mini skirt and being used and making money for the owners.

 

 This fantasy is very strong and the idea that one day this might become reality makes me who I am today.

Lola