I suddenly realize that I haven't come in a while.

I am now locked in a small cage 24/7 and my owners find my sissy clit is not important at all.  

My drive is the desire to come. If I'm honest, I'm excited 24/7 and long for my release. But it is so contradictory because I don't want to come, I want to show my owners that I am their property who is not allowed to decide anything.

What do I enjoy then? 

I am also surprised by this. I think it is difficult to explain. But compare it to when you are horny, you come up with all sorts of things, you fantasize about wanting to do all kinds of things and then you have release and suddenly that feeling, the urge is gone.

So if you are not allowed or cannot ejaculate, that feeling remains constantly present. You keep walking around 24/7 with the feeling and wanting to do everything. A year ago I didn't understand this either, but now I never want to go back.

My owners know this well and take advantage of it. I am therefore completely at the service of the owners. I really do everything for them and in this way they fulfill my wishes.

The greatest desire is to be a complete whore. Right now I want to drink as much cum as possible. After my first visit to a customer I want more. I understand from the owners that the customer wants to receive my every week. I also asked the owners if the customer want to save his seed for a week so that I can drink 7 seed releases in one go...

So it remains to be seen whether I can really become a Cum Slut...