This blog is more my story of my life,
how I became a submissive piss drinking sissy maid.
My real name is Herman and I grew up in West Berlin.
And my childhood, in retrospect, was the beginning of who I am today
I didn't really know my father very well, he passed away at a young age. So I grew up with only my mother. A mother who was always there for me but also a free spirit.
I often played alone at home and like many children do, you look in your parents' closet. And there were her things, dresses and shoes, but also lingerie. And from a very young age I walked through the house in her shoes. She allowed me to, but later in the years I put on her dress when she wasn't there. And in the back of the garden there was a roll pastic for over the laundry when it rained. And why I don't know but I liked to roll myself into it, it turned me on sexually.
I discovered masturbation and whenever possible I wore a dress and jerked off.
And then I was caught, I had just come, and there was my mother.
I remember I started to cry really hard.
And once I had calmed down she wanted to know how long I had been doing this. Like any parent, she already knew that I was looking in her closets
I remember well that I'm say anything I was very ashamed.
But she was very sweet and it wasn't until weeks later that she came back to it.
With a booklet about sexual orientation. I was then 14 years old.
