At my house. I had to show her everything I had. And that was quite a lot. Various skirts, dresses, stockings, high heels, pants, dildos, clamps and cuffs. A decent collection.
She wanted to know more, how long had I been doing this. I have told about my meeting with the Belgian couple, and that I went out wearing lingerie, that I was driving around in the car with only lingerie high heels and penis belt. It was strange to be able to speak so openly. I don't remember exactly what I said but I really think everything. Also from the old days when my mother caught me, and the thing that I wrapped myself in plastic (I will come back to that later)...
I didn't want to deny my other side again and start a relationship where I can't be myself.
After seeing everything and listening to me, we were both a bit emotional and needed some rest to let everything sink in. The best way is to walk and have a drink somewhere. She wasn't shocked, but she wasn't sure if I was being honest either. Something that is difficult to prove because there was nothing more than my word. And that it's up to her to believe me. I understood her too. And asked her, don't you also have fantasies and secrets that you think about that I don't know?
I had no solution for this stalemate.
After these revelations, there was a bit more distance between us. She needed time to put everything in place
Outside of the Belgium couple, I had never spoken to anyone about this. It was a while ago but needed feedback and advice so I contacted my Belgium friends. She was clear about that, let her call me and I can tell her that if she is open to it, a deep relationship can develop between you. “I am very grateful to our Belgium friends” I don't know what was discussed, but on Sunday evening she was at my door with a compelling request.
She had spoken with the Belgium's girlfriend, and I think a lot had become clear to her there. "Later she said that this had been very enlightening for her and also that if she did it right she could have a partner who would do anything for her."
