Now taking a big step forward, we have been married for years and have found our way together in my submissive feelings.
We've given it a place where we both feel good.
So now to the present (I'll also come back to rolling in plastic) where are we now?
I'm her Piss Slut, I can show her that I drink her and my piss and cum and what a whore I am. Not 24/7, but 24/7 I do everything for her, she has a lot of control over the things.
My sex stuff and clothes are under lock and key she has the key she decides. Her lingerie is a no go... And I'm not allowed to watch porn or anything like that either. If I'm allowed to satisfy myself I have to look at a pictures of myself.
I'm the whore that men look at and love to jerk off
I'm not allowed to jerk off, I have to use the vibrating wand. But that doesn't happen very often and only on my wife's orders. The exception is on cleaning day...
What started as once in a while in a dress cleaning the house, has become the house cleaning in a hard and strict routine of household chores that I have to do. Usually on a Monday, or and if something is needed in or around the house. Always wear daring clothes in the house, plus but plug and cock ring. The last year it is always the skirt or dress depending on the season. When it gets colder a dress, black plastic leather closed high but very short, stockings with suspenders attached to the belt of my cock ring. See drawing ;-)
Now I am what I have become. That took time and, above all, talking. What I want I have never hidden and always talked about. That does not mean that it happened immediately and some things are still a desire.
During our bed adventures I started licking her clean after the act, and thus swallowing my own cum. I always do now, even after anal sex. At one point my wife has to pee and I suggested pee in my mouth. I drank her deliciously empty I felt so submissive especially when she looked at me. And so my longing for her piss slowly arose. Slowly but surely she took more and more charge of several matters. Ordinary things too. Right now no is not an option I do whatever she asks she is on top.
I do not buy anything without consultation and approval. She has access to and control over my money. Clothing is always in consultation, but she decides. It's very normal for us now and don't really think about it anymore. It feels good to me I don't worry about anything just do the things she wants me to do. If I want to do something of my own I have to ask. It works fine for us.
There are some things she really doesn't want.
That's sex with her in lingerie or something like that. May massage her but no sexual acts. Taking me with a strapon is a no. Wearing a chastity belt only when she's gone for a few days. With the key always within reach and under no circumstances am I allowed to take it outside. If I have to leave the house, he has to go. Blowing a dildo is only allowed on cleaning day (tell more about that later).
What is allowed and what she also encourages me to do is drink my piss on cleaning day. Walking around with a butt plus wearing a cock ring. I am allowed to wear lingerie under my clothes from time to time, but only when we are together outside or in the car.
There's a reason I won't say anything about that...
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