Sometimes you can share a fantasy with your wife, my goddess.

The drawing says it all. Piss and cum in my sissy hole, then the speculum out and a butt plug in. Then go shopping. When I get home, I am Lola. Then the spuculum in again and is filled with my wife's piss. After which she takes the hose and I have to suck my sissy-hole dry....

 

 

Neues Spielzeug

 New toy

Received my new toy yesterday and can't wait to use it. It can be mounted on the hatch between the kitchen and utility room. 

The image says it all.......

 

And my DREAM!!! 

Halsentzündung

 

Just an update

 

 

A new assignment that makes me horny but also gives me a sore throat.

The last few days I have had to use a mouth gag that is 15.5 cm long for an hour. This reaches my throat and it takes effort to do this. 

Something else was added yesterday. I was allowed to jerk off and had to save my sperm. In the evening I cum again, my cum mixing with the seed from earlier in the day and put my seed on the gag and deep in my throat. The assignment was not to swallow but to keep it in my mouth. So I could taste my cum. Now is swallowing difficult with this gag and after a while I was drooling with cum and spit. I have to catch everything and after an hour I lick it all clean and swallow it. My wife was upstairs and I did this in the utility room alone, as Lola. Then I went to sleep and the next morning I presented the gag and the board to my wife.

As crazy as I think this is, I am proud that I did this.

I am Lola the piss and cum whore....

 

 

Lola

  

I don't know what I did, but my wife (I will have to call her "Fräulein" when we are alone) has stepped up. 

She is much stricter, gives me less space and expects me to behave much more submissively. After she came home she simply made this clear to me and I have no say in this. 

That has led to some funny moments in the last few days. It's strange that I have to address her like that. Sometimes we have to laugh about it, but it puts me in my place. 

She has read my blog and understands that my cleaning day is not enough for me to be myself. New agreements have been made for this. For the time being, I always have to wear at home stockings with suspenders and high heels with a morning coat over them. If I have to consult with colleagues via Zoom, I can wear a shirt.
When visitors come, I have to go upstairs to the ironing room.

In the evening after dinner I have to wear a wig, 

not black but white-blonde. And then calls me Lola.
I have to look on the internet to see how I can make smokey eyes.
And for now I have to sleep in the utility room.
Piss play is a no-go. Based on my post about fisting, that's a priority.

On Saturday we are going to the Netherlands for a week, so I have to take all my stuff with me. So stockings, suspender, wig and high heels...

I thank you my Fräulein, my love for you is very great. 

So big that I can't write it down...

Piss-Schlampe

 

I'm not allowed to share anything about her homecoming on my blog. It was special and I felt very submissive, a real piss lover and whore. I can't describe what my feelings are. Words fall short. I worship my wife my owner, pimp and goddess. Someone to whom I can and may show that I am a real and I mean a real piss whore.

 

In response to poppetslut's question about how the collar went. Not that easy because I have to hold it with both hands because it is quite flexible. I have to look for something else that will stay in place and be sturdy. That's not all because there was also quite a lot of piss and so much that I couldn't drink it all away. It was leaking quite badly around my neck so that I was completely covered in piss. At one point I was completely submerged and I did my utmost to drink as much as possible but it was too much and also quite cold….

 

Allein zu Hause

7-11

 

 Home alone. 

I've often been home alone, but this time it's different.

My wife already left on Sunday evening, and was surprised because I found a letter in bed with instructions. My cleaning day was something else of course doing the cleaning chores, drinking piss and being in front of the camera. But no piss shower or rolling myself in plastic with piss. I was excited because the assignment is not really something for my wife, she is very reserved towards our lifestyle, she was clear. I wear my cock ring every day and night, which is secured with a belt around my waist and between my buttocks. I have to wear nylons every day with the suspender she gave me. There was also a bag containing a mini bikini top with a bow on your back and on your neck, which I also have to wear every day. This should be done immediately after getting up. Now it is 6 o'clock on Tuesday morning and I have been awake for a while because I have several appointments at the office today, and I have no idea what to wear to keep it from showing. I'm excited, but also a little worried because it's rare that I get to do this, especially to work. This wasn't all because I also have to collect all my piss, even at work. This is also a challenge, how do I do this? I pee at least 2 liters a day. I think I'll go to the Decatlon on Alexanderplatz to buy two large drinking bottles. I'm now also wondering what the purpose of all my piss is, because that will easily be 15 liters by the end of this week. It's now 7 o'clock and I'm going to take a shower. Oh yes, Cumming is strictly forbidden

wish me luck;-)

 

 

 

Updat 8-11

 

Quick Update:
Day 2 and have to go back to the office soon. Now I have to wear a suit and the string of the bikini top is quickly visible. But with a black shirt and tie you won't see any of it "I hope". I have tightened the strap between my buttocks a little, otherwise my sissy clit sticks out a lot.
And the strap between my buttocks is starting to irritate a bit. The piss collection went well and I just put the bottles on my desk. I just hope no one wants a sip ;-) 

 

 

 

Update 9-11

I think I know what she has in store for me. And I mean with my collected piss. I have no idea how that's going to turn out...

 

 

Update  10-11

 

Received an email from my wife today. With instructions to buy something. Not what I had in mind, but something I had seen with my wife some time ago. It immediately made me horny and I can't wait for it to happen.

I need to buy a funnel that fits around my neck and fits my head completely. I also make sure that the funnel does not leak too much, the kind of collar you see on dogs to prevent them from scratching. I like to be completely drenched in piss. When she comes home I have to be on my knees on plastic with the funnel around my neck and the urine collection to be ready....

 

 

Piss-Hure-Fantasie

Piss-Hure-Fantasie

 

I'm a man with a good job. 

I make important decisions, but no one knows what I actually am. 

A deep secret that makes me very uncomfortable when I think about it. At my work my mind wanders and I think you should know what you can do with me. 

Because I mainly work with women 

and I want to drink all their piss....

 

 

 

 

 

 Yes, I am a horny piss whore. 

I deny this to everyone and never tell anyone about it. Only my wife. But she cannot read my thoughts and feelings. My thoughts are much worse than I can and dare to tell. I can't admit it myself either. 

I walk neatly within the paths of what is accepted and importantly what my wife accepts. 

But deep inside I want to scream out that I am a piss whore looking for humiliation to be used as a piss and cum slut. 

With someone next to me who I can make proud by showing that I enjoy piss and cum without any problems. 

That I am used by men and women lick, drink, and suck cum piss from ass pussy and cock.

 

In our house there is a hatch from the utility room to the kitchen. 

I would just like to stand there with my head through the hatch, tied, legs spread wide, my cum cunt open and ready to be used by anyone. I have a mouth gag with a funnel into which anyone can dump whatever they want. And I mean everything.

I like to taste and swallow it. 

I'm nothing more than a dirty 

 

 

PISS WHORE 

for anything and everything

 I'll suck it up

I'm just nothing at all....

Guter Junge

Sometimes and I mean most of the time I'm a good guy. And I feel safe and secure. Especially in my wife's hands. 

Once on my knees for my wife, I don't have a thought, it's more of a feeling, those are the moments when I will do anything for her. 

She has so much control over me that I will do absolutely anything for her. And I also understand that when you are in such a state you undergo or do extreme things. 

And one of the extreme things that I think about and have also read about is that you are hired out by your dominant. This could be anything from selling yourself as a whore or being used by a group of men. I am not a homosexual, but I want to show my wife that I suck men and like to swallow their semen. 

Imagine me in lingerie, high heels, my wife has the collar I'm in a glory-hole area, under supervision and with plenty of encouragement from my wife, I show how much piss and cum I swallow...

 

A real glory hole sissy piss slut..

 

 

Faustficken

 

Fisting my sissy pussy

 

It's not working yet and my wife isn't entirely sure if it's good for my pussy.

 I do experience that my pussy becomes loose after wearing a large butplug. 

And we are a bit afraid that it might have consequences.

 I have read a lot about it, but I have never spoken to anyone who does it actively and regularly.

 

But my pussy asks for it, I want to stretch it to the maximum and in fact always ready and loose for a big fist.

 

It hasn't gotten that far yet and her fist still doesn't go in all the way. 

 

I should probably train my pussy more often. If anyone reading this has any tips, I'd love to hear them...

 

Dessous Tragerin

 

Last Monday (September 18) started as a normal cleaning day, but around 1 o'clock my wife called that she was coming home with a colleague. So I quickly put on pants and a shirt over my cleaning outfit :-) As it turned out, she was invited to speak on the other side of the country, which means she will be away for a few days. Now that happens more often, but quitting my household cleaning day so suddenly and not having a happy ending was kind of a disappointment. My wife saw that in me and before she left she said I'll make it up to you...

Late Wednesday evening my wife was back home and she was very satisfied with her work. It had gone well and had received a lot of good response. I was proud of her because getting the job done without preparation is not easy, but that is also her strength.

 She had not forgotten her promise because the next day she went back on it. I was allowed (until the next cleaning day), to decide for myself what I wanted to wear under my regular clothes. However, with the restriction everything is out in bed, because my wife wants a real man in bed. 

My choice, a steel cock ring that is secured with a belt around my waist with a mini slip that covers only my balls, stockings that are held up with straps (from an old suspender belt) from the belt of the cock ring. Can you still follow it? 

And  how quickly you gets used to wearing lingerie under your regular clothes. 

I want to wear it forever. It feels good and the cock ring makes me aware of wearing it. There is a constant feeling of a little bit of excitement, just enough to keep my sissy feeling warm. 

It also makes me more submissive with a kind of slutty feeling. And sometimes it just makes me horny.

 I had a work meeting on Friday with 3 colleagues, 2 of which were women, and my thoughts were more about the horny feeling and thoughts they should know! Also thoughts I want to show what kind of slut I am...

What I do notice is that I produce precum throughout the day. It makes my pants wet..... Who else suffers from this?

Bettele um meine Fantasie

Piss Whore

Today, September 18, is my cleaning day, and before I start I can work on my blog. I read with great pleasure and interest the blog of https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com (highly recommended) and in his last post he talks about reenacting a movie. 

That reminds me of when I once had to dance for my wife. She was working on the computer and was instructed to change my clothes and then dance for her. Now I'm not a dancer but I did my best and that's not easy on high heels. It felt so uncomfortable, a kind of shame, the clumsy dancing, I only felt resistance, it did put me in my place. I was and am just a sissy slut who does whatever is asked, even if it is uncomfortable....

Sometimes I have fantasies that keep going around in my head. And it will always remain a fantasy, but I still want to share it. This fantasy also comes from Poppetsubslut's blog (Poppet walks the streets in a sexy outfit). 

So my fantasy, I am dressed in a sexy outfit, it looks like this. 

My cock is locked up and the open butplug is secured well and deep with a belt and lock. A suspender with black nylons and boots below the knee tight around my calves with a very high heel, also black. Then a tight leather mini skirt in combination with a black leather jacket, I wear a wig and make-up, black dark eyes and large round earrings. Then in the car and dropped in the Kurfurstenstraße where I have to work as a piss whore. 

This remains a fantasy, but maybe I can parade around the house like this???

 PLEASE?

Der Denker

Something to think about

I feel the urge to write down my sexual preference my submissive feelings wearing lingerie, piss and feet fetish, and if I read it back it feels this isn't me. 

Although my wife is very reluctant to put something out, she read it. Her comments got me thinking. She thinks it's a porn story written totally without love.

 Because this is only possible with love. She loves me as i am. And allow me to be myself. She thinks it's special that I can let myself go like this. To show and share my deepest desire to her. 

Without shame just showing who I am and sharing that with her. Because of Her love for me I can do this and as strange as it sounds I do it for her too. This is contradictory but I show her what I do for her. Humiliating myself to the depths of my feeling. Not that she asks for or  tells me to do this, but she knows I enjoy doing this for her. 

If this is not love… 

So if you are reading my life story think that this is only possible with love for each other!!!

Sharing a secret with your loved one feels oh so good!

 

Aktuelle Nachrichten

1 Liebe Pisse

My real name is Herman and I grew up in West Berlin.

And my childhood, in retrospect, was the beginning of who I am today

I didn't really know my father very well, he passed away at a young age. So I grew up with only my mother. A mother who was always there for me but also a free spirit.

I often played alone at home and like many children do, you look in your parents' closet. And there were her things, dresses and shoes, but also lingerie. And from a very young age I walked through the house in her shoes. She allowed me to, but later in the years I put on her dress when she wasn't there. And in the back of the garden there was a roll pastic for over the laundry when it rained. And why I don't know but I liked to roll myself into it, it turned me on sexually.

I discovered masturbation and whenever possible I wore a dress and jerked off.

And then I was caught, I had just come, and there was my mother.

I remember I started to cry really hard.

And once I had calmed down she wanted to know how long I had been doing this. Like any parent, she already knew that I was looking in her closets

I remember well that I'm say anything I was very ashamed.

But she was very sweet and it wasn't until weeks later that she came back to it.

With a booklet about sexual orientation. I was then 14 years old.

 

2 Sperma Schlampe

 

3 Ich bin eine Hure

 

4 Bei mir zu Hause

 

5 Sissy-Muschi

 

6 Ich ben ihre Piss-Schlampe

 

7 Unterwürfige Pissschlampe

 

8 Trinken Sie Pisse Hure

 

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