Sometimes you can share a fantasy with your wife, my goddess.

The drawing says it all. Piss and cum in my sissy hole, then the speculum out and a butt plug in. Then go shopping. When I get home, I am Lola. Then the spuculum in again and is filled with my wife's piss. After which she takes the hose and I have to suck my sissy-hole dry....

 

 

Lola

  

I don't know what I did, but my wife (I will have to call her "Fräulein" when we are alone) has stepped up. 

She is much stricter, gives me less space and expects me to behave much more submissively. After she came home she simply made this clear to me and I have no say in this. 

That has led to some funny moments in the last few days. It's strange that I have to address her like that. Sometimes we have to laugh about it, but it puts me in my place. 

She has read my blog and understands that my cleaning day is not enough for me to be myself. New agreements have been made for this. For the time being, I always have to wear at home stockings with suspenders and high heels with a morning coat over them. If I have to consult with colleagues via Zoom, I can wear a shirt.
When visitors come, I have to go upstairs to the ironing room.

In the evening after dinner I have to wear a wig, 

not black but white-blonde. And then calls me Lola.
I have to look on the internet to see how I can make smokey eyes.
And for now I have to sleep in the utility room.
Piss play is a no-go. Based on my post about fisting, that's a priority.

On Saturday we are going to the Netherlands for a week, so I have to take all my stuff with me. So stockings, suspender, wig and high heels...

I thank you my Fräulein, my love for you is very great. 

So big that I can't write it down...

Guter Junge

Sometimes and I mean most of the time I'm a good guy. And I feel safe and secure. Especially in my wife's hands. 

Once on my knees for my wife, I don't have a thought, it's more of a feeling, those are the moments when I will do anything for her. 

She has so much control over me that I will do absolutely anything for her. And I also understand that when you are in such a state you undergo or do extreme things. 

And one of the extreme things that I think about and have also read about is that you are hired out by your dominant. This could be anything from selling yourself as a whore or being used by a group of men. I am not a homosexual, but I want to show my wife that I suck men and like to swallow their semen. 

Imagine me in lingerie, high heels, my wife has the collar I'm in a glory-hole area, under supervision and with plenty of encouragement from my wife, I show how much piss and cum I swallow...

 

A real glory hole sissy piss slut..

 

 

Der Denker

Something to think about

I feel the urge to write down my sexual preference my submissive feelings wearing lingerie, piss and feet fetish, and if I read it back it feels this isn't me. 

Although my wife is very reluctant to put something out, she read it. Her comments got me thinking. She thinks it's a porn story written totally without love.

 Because this is only possible with love. She loves me as i am. And allow me to be myself. She thinks it's special that I can let myself go like this. To show and share my deepest desire to her. 

Without shame just showing who I am and sharing that with her. Because of Her love for me I can do this and as strange as it sounds I do it for her too. This is contradictory but I show her what I do for her. Humiliating myself to the depths of my feeling. Not that she asks for or  tells me to do this, but she knows I enjoy doing this for her. 

If this is not love… 

So if you are reading my life story think that this is only possible with love for each other!!!

Sharing a secret with your loved one feels oh so good!

 

Aktuelle Nachrichten

1 Liebe Pisse

My real name is Herman and I grew up in West Berlin.

And my childhood, in retrospect, was the beginning of who I am today

I didn't really know my father very well, he passed away at a young age. So I grew up with only my mother. A mother who was always there for me but also a free spirit.

I often played alone at home and like many children do, you look in your parents' closet. And there were her things, dresses and shoes, but also lingerie. And from a very young age I walked through the house in her shoes. She allowed me to, but later in the years I put on her dress when she wasn't there. And in the back of the garden there was a roll pastic for over the laundry when it rained. And why I don't know but I liked to roll myself into it, it turned me on sexually.

I discovered masturbation and whenever possible I wore a dress and jerked off.

And then I was caught, I had just come, and there was my mother.

I remember I started to cry really hard.

And once I had calmed down she wanted to know how long I had been doing this. Like any parent, she already knew that I was looking in her closets

I remember well that I'm say anything I was very ashamed.

But she was very sweet and it wasn't until weeks later that she came back to it.

With a booklet about sexual orientation. I was then 14 years old.

 

2 Sperma Schlampe

 

3 Ich bin eine Hure

 

4 Bei mir zu Hause

 

5 Sissy-Muschi

 

6 Ich ben ihre Piss-Schlampe

 

7 Unterwürfige Pissschlampe

 

8 Trinken Sie Pisse Hure

 

9 Konditioniert