Sometimes you can share a fantasy with your wife, my goddess.

The drawing says it all. Piss and cum in my sissy hole, then the speculum out and a butt plug in. Then go shopping. When I get home, I am Lola. Then the spuculum in again and is filled with my wife's piss. After which she takes the hose and I have to suck my sissy-hole dry....

 

 

Neues Spielzeug

 New toy

Received my new toy yesterday and can't wait to use it. It can be mounted on the hatch between the kitchen and utility room. 

The image says it all.......

 

And my DREAM!!! 

Halsentzündung

 

Just an update

 

 

A new assignment that makes me horny but also gives me a sore throat.

The last few days I have had to use a mouth gag that is 15.5 cm long for an hour. This reaches my throat and it takes effort to do this. 

Something else was added yesterday. I was allowed to jerk off and had to save my sperm. In the evening I cum again, my cum mixing with the seed from earlier in the day and put my seed on the gag and deep in my throat. The assignment was not to swallow but to keep it in my mouth. So I could taste my cum. Now is swallowing difficult with this gag and after a while I was drooling with cum and spit. I have to catch everything and after an hour I lick it all clean and swallow it. My wife was upstairs and I did this in the utility room alone, as Lola. Then I went to sleep and the next morning I presented the gag and the board to my wife.

As crazy as I think this is, I am proud that I did this.

I am Lola the piss and cum whore....

 

 

Lola

  

I don't know what I did, but my wife (I will have to call her "Fräulein" when we are alone) has stepped up. 

She is much stricter, gives me less space and expects me to behave much more submissively. After she came home she simply made this clear to me and I have no say in this. 

That has led to some funny moments in the last few days. It's strange that I have to address her like that. Sometimes we have to laugh about it, but it puts me in my place. 

She has read my blog and understands that my cleaning day is not enough for me to be myself. New agreements have been made for this. For the time being, I always have to wear at home stockings with suspenders and high heels with a morning coat over them. If I have to consult with colleagues via Zoom, I can wear a shirt.
When visitors come, I have to go upstairs to the ironing room.

In the evening after dinner I have to wear a wig, 

not black but white-blonde. And then calls me Lola.
I have to look on the internet to see how I can make smokey eyes.
And for now I have to sleep in the utility room.
Piss play is a no-go. Based on my post about fisting, that's a priority.

On Saturday we are going to the Netherlands for a week, so I have to take all my stuff with me. So stockings, suspender, wig and high heels...

I thank you my Fräulein, my love for you is very great. 

So big that I can't write it down...

Piss-Schlampe

 

I'm not allowed to share anything about her homecoming on my blog. It was special and I felt very submissive, a real piss lover and whore. I can't describe what my feelings are. Words fall short. I worship my wife my owner, pimp and goddess. Someone to whom I can and may show that I am a real and I mean a real piss whore.

 

In response to poppetslut's question about how the collar went. Not that easy because I have to hold it with both hands because it is quite flexible. I have to look for something else that will stay in place and be sturdy. That's not all because there was also quite a lot of piss and so much that I couldn't drink it all away. It was leaking quite badly around my neck so that I was completely covered in piss. At one point I was completely submerged and I did my utmost to drink as much as possible but it was too much and also quite cold….

 

Allein zu Hause

7-11

 

 Home alone. 

I've often been home alone, but this time it's different.

My wife already left on Sunday evening, and was surprised because I found a letter in bed with instructions. My cleaning day was something else of course doing the cleaning chores, drinking piss and being in front of the camera. But no piss shower or rolling myself in plastic with piss. I was excited because the assignment is not really something for my wife, she is very reserved towards our lifestyle, she was clear. I wear my cock ring every day and night, which is secured with a belt around my waist and between my buttocks. I have to wear nylons every day with the suspender she gave me. There was also a bag containing a mini bikini top with a bow on your back and on your neck, which I also have to wear every day. This should be done immediately after getting up. Now it is 6 o'clock on Tuesday morning and I have been awake for a while because I have several appointments at the office today, and I have no idea what to wear to keep it from showing. I'm excited, but also a little worried because it's rare that I get to do this, especially to work. This wasn't all because I also have to collect all my piss, even at work. This is also a challenge, how do I do this? I pee at least 2 liters a day. I think I'll go to the Decatlon on Alexanderplatz to buy two large drinking bottles. I'm now also wondering what the purpose of all my piss is, because that will easily be 15 liters by the end of this week. It's now 7 o'clock and I'm going to take a shower. Oh yes, Cumming is strictly forbidden

wish me luck;-)

 

 

 

Updat 8-11

 

Quick Update:
Day 2 and have to go back to the office soon. Now I have to wear a suit and the string of the bikini top is quickly visible. But with a black shirt and tie you won't see any of it "I hope". I have tightened the strap between my buttocks a little, otherwise my sissy clit sticks out a lot.
And the strap between my buttocks is starting to irritate a bit. The piss collection went well and I just put the bottles on my desk. I just hope no one wants a sip ;-) 

 

 

 

Update 9-11

I think I know what she has in store for me. And I mean with my collected piss. I have no idea how that's going to turn out...

 

 

Update  10-11

 

Received an email from my wife today. With instructions to buy something. Not what I had in mind, but something I had seen with my wife some time ago. It immediately made me horny and I can't wait for it to happen.

I need to buy a funnel that fits around my neck and fits my head completely. I also make sure that the funnel does not leak too much, the kind of collar you see on dogs to prevent them from scratching. I like to be completely drenched in piss. When she comes home I have to be on my knees on plastic with the funnel around my neck and the urine collection to be ready....

 

 

Piss-Hure-Fantasie

Piss-Hure-Fantasie

 

I'm a man with a good job. 

I make important decisions, but no one knows what I actually am. 

A deep secret that makes me very uncomfortable when I think about it. At my work my mind wanders and I think you should know what you can do with me. 

Because I mainly work with women 

and I want to drink all their piss....

 

 

 

 

 

 Yes, I am a horny piss whore. 

I deny this to everyone and never tell anyone about it. Only my wife. But she cannot read my thoughts and feelings. My thoughts are much worse than I can and dare to tell. I can't admit it myself either. 

I walk neatly within the paths of what is accepted and importantly what my wife accepts. 

But deep inside I want to scream out that I am a piss whore looking for humiliation to be used as a piss and cum slut. 

With someone next to me who I can make proud by showing that I enjoy piss and cum without any problems. 

That I am used by men and women lick, drink, and suck cum piss from ass pussy and cock.

 

In our house there is a hatch from the utility room to the kitchen. 

I would just like to stand there with my head through the hatch, tied, legs spread wide, my cum cunt open and ready to be used by anyone. I have a mouth gag with a funnel into which anyone can dump whatever they want. And I mean everything.

I like to taste and swallow it. 

I'm nothing more than a dirty 

 

 

PISS WHORE 

for anything and everything

 I'll suck it up

I'm just nothing at all....

Guter Junge

Sometimes and I mean most of the time I'm a good guy. And I feel safe and secure. Especially in my wife's hands. 

Once on my knees for my wife, I don't have a thought, it's more of a feeling, those are the moments when I will do anything for her. 

She has so much control over me that I will do absolutely anything for her. And I also understand that when you are in such a state you undergo or do extreme things. 

And one of the extreme things that I think about and have also read about is that you are hired out by your dominant. This could be anything from selling yourself as a whore or being used by a group of men. I am not a homosexual, but I want to show my wife that I suck men and like to swallow their semen. 

Imagine me in lingerie, high heels, my wife has the collar I'm in a glory-hole area, under supervision and with plenty of encouragement from my wife, I show how much piss and cum I swallow...

 

A real glory hole sissy piss slut..

 

 

Faustficken

 

Fisting my sissy pussy

 

It's not working yet and my wife isn't entirely sure if it's good for my pussy.

 I do experience that my pussy becomes loose after wearing a large butplug. 

And we are a bit afraid that it might have consequences.

 I have read a lot about it, but I have never spoken to anyone who does it actively and regularly.

 

But my pussy asks for it, I want to stretch it to the maximum and in fact always ready and loose for a big fist.

 

It hasn't gotten that far yet and her fist still doesn't go in all the way. 

 

I should probably train my pussy more often. If anyone reading this has any tips, I'd love to hear them...

 

Dessous Tragerin

 

Last Monday (September 18) started as a normal cleaning day, but around 1 o'clock my wife called that she was coming home with a colleague. So I quickly put on pants and a shirt over my cleaning outfit :-) As it turned out, she was invited to speak on the other side of the country, which means she will be away for a few days. Now that happens more often, but quitting my household cleaning day so suddenly and not having a happy ending was kind of a disappointment. My wife saw that in me and before she left she said I'll make it up to you...

Late Wednesday evening my wife was back home and she was very satisfied with her work. It had gone well and had received a lot of good response. I was proud of her because getting the job done without preparation is not easy, but that is also her strength.

 She had not forgotten her promise because the next day she went back on it. I was allowed (until the next cleaning day), to decide for myself what I wanted to wear under my regular clothes. However, with the restriction everything is out in bed, because my wife wants a real man in bed. 

My choice, a steel cock ring that is secured with a belt around my waist with a mini slip that covers only my balls, stockings that are held up with straps (from an old suspender belt) from the belt of the cock ring. Can you still follow it? 

And  how quickly you gets used to wearing lingerie under your regular clothes. 

I want to wear it forever. It feels good and the cock ring makes me aware of wearing it. There is a constant feeling of a little bit of excitement, just enough to keep my sissy feeling warm. 

It also makes me more submissive with a kind of slutty feeling. And sometimes it just makes me horny.

 I had a work meeting on Friday with 3 colleagues, 2 of which were women, and my thoughts were more about the horny feeling and thoughts they should know! Also thoughts I want to show what kind of slut I am...

What I do notice is that I produce precum throughout the day. It makes my pants wet..... Who else suffers from this?

Bettele um meine Fantasie

Piss Whore

Today, September 18, is my cleaning day, and before I start I can work on my blog. I read with great pleasure and interest the blog of https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com (highly recommended) and in his last post he talks about reenacting a movie. 

That reminds me of when I once had to dance for my wife. She was working on the computer and was instructed to change my clothes and then dance for her. Now I'm not a dancer but I did my best and that's not easy on high heels. It felt so uncomfortable, a kind of shame, the clumsy dancing, I only felt resistance, it did put me in my place. I was and am just a sissy slut who does whatever is asked, even if it is uncomfortable....

Sometimes I have fantasies that keep going around in my head. And it will always remain a fantasy, but I still want to share it. This fantasy also comes from Poppetsubslut's blog (Poppet walks the streets in a sexy outfit). 

So my fantasy, I am dressed in a sexy outfit, it looks like this. 

My cock is locked up and the open butplug is secured well and deep with a belt and lock. A suspender with black nylons and boots below the knee tight around my calves with a very high heel, also black. Then a tight leather mini skirt in combination with a black leather jacket, I wear a wig and make-up, black dark eyes and large round earrings. Then in the car and dropped in the Kurfurstenstraße where I have to work as a piss whore. 

This remains a fantasy, but maybe I can parade around the house like this???

 PLEASE?

Der Denker

Something to think about

I feel the urge to write down my sexual preference my submissive feelings wearing lingerie, piss and feet fetish, and if I read it back it feels this isn't me. 

Although my wife is very reluctant to put something out, she read it. Her comments got me thinking. She thinks it's a porn story written totally without love.

 Because this is only possible with love. She loves me as i am. And allow me to be myself. She thinks it's special that I can let myself go like this. To show and share my deepest desire to her. 

Without shame just showing who I am and sharing that with her. Because of Her love for me I can do this and as strange as it sounds I do it for her too. This is contradictory but I show her what I do for her. Humiliating myself to the depths of my feeling. Not that she asks for or  tells me to do this, but she knows I enjoy doing this for her. 

If this is not love… 

So if you are reading my life story think that this is only possible with love for each other!!!

Sharing a secret with your loved one feels oh so good!

 

Aktuelle Nachrichten

Breaking news, a special gift from my wife. Only to be worn on special occasions. A super nice suspender belt and beautiful nylons. Can't wait to wear it......

 

1 Liebe Pisse

This  blog is more my story of my life,
how I became a submissive piss drinking sissy maid.

My real name is Herman and I grew up in West Berlin.

And my childhood, in retrospect, was the beginning of who I am today

I didn't really know my father very well, he passed away at a young age. So I grew up with only my mother. A mother who was always there for me but also a free spirit.

I often played alone at home and like many children do, you look in your parents' closet. And there were her things, dresses and shoes, but also lingerie. And from a very young age I walked through the house in her shoes. She allowed me to, but later in the years I put on her dress when she wasn't there. And in the back of the garden there was a roll pastic for over the laundry when it rained. And why I don't know but I liked to roll myself into it, it turned me on sexually.

I discovered masturbation and whenever possible I wore a dress and jerked off.

And then I was caught, I had just come, and there was my mother.

I remember I started to cry really hard.

And once I had calmed down she wanted to know how long I had been doing this. Like any parent, she already knew that I was looking in her closets

I remember well that I'm say anything I was very ashamed.

But she was very sweet and it wasn't until weeks later that she came back to it.

With a booklet about sexual orientation. I was then 14 years old.

 

2 Sperma Schlampe

 

Now I skip years in which a lot has happened but where my Sissy feeling was suppressed.

In the early 90s after a divorce I was alone and had time to discover myself.

It was a time when I started wearing lingerie from now and then to regularly, also under normal clothes.

Via the internet I came into contact with a Belgian couple where the man wore a Goethals chastity belt. He was also regularly locked in a special box. Very nice people with both a good job as a top civil servant. I have met them several times. Where he sat in the coffin and I sat on the couch with his wife. We have not had a sexual relationship, but they have encouraged me to discover myself and not to suppress my deep feeling. It felt like a liberation and from that moment on I started looking for a new partner who wasn't narrow-minded and stood up for my feelings.

And so I started to dress more and more like a woman at home. And of course not in ordinary clothes but especially in sexy outfits. And also wearing a chastity belt. Completely made of steel with a belt around the waist and the possibility to wear a butplug (Thanks to my Belgian friends). I even went so far as to go for a drive in a sexy outfit en belt in the car. I did this on my own and with the thoughts that I had to do this... That is also where I started licking my own sperm.

3 Ich bin eine Hure

 

The search for a partner who is open to my craziness has not succeeded. But ultimately love at first sight. And now married for years and still in love. And in the beginning we talked about our preferences and sex life in the past. Now my wife is a kind of well-known figure sometimes on TV and often at trade fairs and at seminars she is a welcome speaker. So we are careful about expressing and publicizing our special relationship.

But back to the beginning. I write this easily but to share your deepest feelings, something that is not seen as normal by many people, was not easy. So I didn't just say it outright. It actually just happened, I had been sitting on my computer looking at high heels and suspenders. Suddenly my love was behind me. I felt caught I was 14 again the day when I was caught by my mother. Her first thought was that this is how I wanted to see her in bed (which I am). She wanted to know everything and I told her everything. Really everything, that I feel very submissive in lingerie. And also that I still had clothes and sex stuff in my own house, and that I had photos and videos of myself (filming myself makes me extra horny). 

She wanted to see the videos and my pictures immediately…

After she had seen the photos and video which were definitely explecite. Also the texts I said were explicit. "I'm a whore, I want piss and cum ect..." I felt caught again...

She saw me in a very private moment something that was all to myself. But no remark no disapproval more surprise  of feminine submissive side.

She wanted to go straight to my house to see my sex stuff...

In the car the conversation started, and she had a lot of questions, but the most important one was are you hiding anything else from me?

Was I not looking for men or had I been in relationships with men?

I've never dated a man. I am also not attracted to a man.

4 Bei mir zu Hause

 

At my house. I had to show her everything I had. And that was quite a lot. Various skirts, dresses, stockings, high heels, pants, dildos, clamps and cuffs. A decent collection.

She wanted to know more, how long had I been doing this. I have told about my meeting with the Belgian couple, and that I went out wearing lingerie, that I was driving around in the car with only lingerie high heels and penis belt. It was strange to be able to speak so openly. I don't remember exactly what I said but I really think everything. Also from the old days when my mother caught me, and the thing that I wrapped myself in plastic (I will come back to that later)...

I didn't want to deny my other side again and start a relationship where I can't be myself. 

After seeing everything and listening to me, we were both a bit emotional and needed some rest to let everything sink in. The best way is to walk and have a drink somewhere. She wasn't shocked, but she wasn't sure if I was being honest either. Something that is difficult to prove because there was nothing more than my word. And that it's up to her to believe me. I understood her too. And asked her, don't you also have fantasies and secrets that you think about that I don't know?

 I had no solution for this stalemate.

After these revelations, there was a bit more distance between us. She needed time to put everything in place

Outside of the Belgium couple, I had never spoken to anyone about this. It was a while ago but needed feedback and advice so I contacted my Belgium friends. She was clear about that, let her call me and I can tell her that if she is open to it, a deep relationship can develop between you. “I am very grateful to our Belgium friends” I don't know what was discussed, but on Sunday evening she was at my door with a compelling request. 

She had spoken with the Belgium's girlfriend, and I think a lot had become clear to her there. "Later she said that this had been very enlightening for her and also that if she did it right she could have a partner who would do anything for her."

5 Sissy-Muschi

 Her request was, 

I want you to do your thing when you're alone, how you dress and anything else you do. I don't want to get involved with what you're doing, don't speak to me or make eye contact. I'm looking but I'm not there, so go ahead because you're home alone. My thought was well it's now or never now can show why I want to be a Piss Maid. 

First cleaning my Piss Maid pussy. Something I found really hard in front of her. Fortunately it wasn't too big a mess, then shave everything and rub it with oil. Next my old steel chastity cage and butplug, stockings, high heels and my favorite dress, short made of imitation leather in black (easy te clean). I had no idea what she thought of me, and I was so afraid that she would leave, that she would think this is dirty and crazy. 

Without going much further into what I did, I do want to share 1 thing that my wife had her doubts about.

That's sucking a dildo. I've been doing that for quite some time and it makes me extra horny. I have a beautiful black dildo 19 cm long. Not too thick and flexible. And has balls too.

The dress I'm wearing is so tight that I can't work my nipples. When I'm horny I want to touch my nipples. The dress in combination with the chastity cage and the deep blowing of the dildo (I take it all the way deep and then lick the balls). I can keep this up for a long time (it does get a little sore throat afterwards) This makes me so horny I just want to cum but that's not possible.

I am then desperate and do not know how and what to do. I just lose my way and I want to be called a whore.

Eventually everything calms down it 

 was enough for one night and took out the but plug took it deep into my mouth to clean it.

I was wet with sweat and wanted to take a shower, but no, my wife said "take your coat we go to my house".

At her home, in itself an exciting ride behind the wheel. When you're standing at a traffic light and there's someone next to you who has no idea what I'm wearing ;-)

She was honest she was lost in the whole thing. She was thrilled to see me like this. But still had her doubts. What did I expect from her now? She wondered if I really wasn't gay. Because sucking a dildo and fucking myself in my sissy cunt is gay behavior. She knows that being gay is really something else than enjoying what appears to be gay sex.

So it came down to trust and that I really don't fall for men or looking for real cock. I want to be submissive not 24/7 but regularly. And that I really will do whatever she asks. And I mean everything.

And she wondered where she get her sexual need. In bed she wants a real man no dresses or nylons. I didn't have an answer to it either, other than the sex we had was nice and both enjoyed it. So that hasn't changed, except that I get my needs from somewhere else every now and then. I suppressed it for years but it keeps me huffing and craving. It makes me sullen and then I'm not a nice man. It just has to come out every now and then.

6 Ich ben ihre Piss-Schlampe

 

Now taking a big step forward, we have been married for years and have found our way together in my submissive feelings. 

We've given it a place where we both feel good.

So now to the present (I'll also come back to rolling in plastic) where are we now?

I'm her Piss Slut, I can show her that I drink her and my piss and cum and what a whore I am. Not 24/7,  but 24/7 I do everything for her, she has a lot of control over the things.

My sex stuff and clothes are under lock and key she has the key she decides. Her lingerie is a no go... And I'm not allowed to watch porn or anything like that either. If I'm allowed to satisfy myself I have to look at a pictures of myself. 

I'm the whore that men look at and love to jerk off

I'm not allowed to jerk off,  I have to use the vibrating wand. But that doesn't happen very often and only on my wife's orders. The exception is on cleaning day...

What started as once in a while in a dress cleaning the house, has become the house cleaning in a hard and strict routine of household chores that I have to do. Usually on a Monday, or and if something is needed in or around the house. Always wear daring clothes in the house, plus but plug and cock ring. The last year it is always the skirt or dress  depending on the season. When it gets colder a dress, black plastic leather closed high but very short, stockings with suspenders attached to the belt of my cock ring. See drawing ;-)

Now I am what I have become. That took time and, above all, talking. What I want I have never hidden and always talked about. That does not mean that it happened immediately and some things are still a desire.

During our bed adventures I started licking her clean after the act, and thus swallowing my own cum. I always do now, even after anal sex. At one point my wife has to pee and I suggested pee in my mouth. I drank her deliciously empty I felt so submissive especially when she looked at me. And so my longing for her piss slowly arose. Slowly but surely she took more and more charge of several matters. Ordinary things too. Right now no is not an option I do whatever she asks she is on top.

I do not buy anything without consultation and approval. She has access to and control over my money. Clothing is always in consultation, but she decides. It's very normal for us now and don't really think about it anymore. It feels good to me I don't worry about anything just do the things she wants me to do. If I want to do something of my own I have to ask. It works fine for us.

There are some things she really doesn't want.

That's sex with her in lingerie or something like that. May massage her but no sexual acts. Taking me with a strapon is a no. Wearing a chastity belt only when she's gone for a few days. With the key always within reach and under no circumstances am I allowed to take it outside. If I have to leave the house, he has to go. Blowing a dildo is only allowed on cleaning day (tell more about that later).

What is allowed and what she also encourages me to do is drink my piss on cleaning day. Walking around with a butt plus wearing a cock ring. I am allowed to wear lingerie under my clothes from time to time, but only when we are together outside or in the car.

There's a reason I won't say anything about that...

7 Unterwürfige Pissschlampe

 

Before I describe my cleaning day, I want to make it clear that we, my wife and I, are a very ordinary couple in love. I'm not a slave to my wife, I'm more of a gentleman who supports his wife in her daily life and work. And of course she supports me too. I have hobbies, I do strength sports (I'm pretty strong and muscular) and I can always do whatever I want, but I have to ask. 

If I don't follow the rules then punishment usually follows in the form of just doing my household chores in normal clothes no piss or sex nothing!

 There are also moments of reward when I have made an extra effort or have done something that I really dislike. This is not self-evident sometimes yes sometimes not. Depends on my wife's feeling. 

Family and friends have no idea about our extra relationship, although I think her best friend and work partner might know more. 

How does my cleaning day look like?

The closer the day approaches, the more I long for it. The Day before I am already in an excited and extra submissive state. Which often leads to an extensive foot and leg massage. I then sitting at the foot of the bed on my knees on the floor, my wife is usually lying in bed reading or watching TV. 

Sometimes I am allowed to wear a suspender, stockings and high heels, but that is not self-evident. These massages sometimes get a little out of hand because I feel very horny at her feet. 

I can then beg for A belt around my neck with a dog leash (chain) that she holds and can correct me.

 I then get so turned on that all I do is massage and lick her feet. I prefer to lick and suck her soles and toes. When I'm in this state then I'm just of this world. I'm floating somewhere and can't stop. I can't describe what this is but I'm just completely gone in love with her feet.....

If I've been very nice there's is an extra treat for me. She has high heels ankle boots with an extra thick sole. I can put it on her feet and than I lick the boots and suck the sole en heels......

Are there any readers who like this too? 

8 Trinken Sie Pisse Hure

 

Cleaning Day

The day starts early with dressing and preparation for wearing the but plug, and setting the alarm. I have to stand in front of the camera for 10 minutes every hour. There are cameras in and around the house, including in the living room. I have to stand in a special place facing the camera so that I'm in the picture. I have no idea if or who is watching and I can't ask. I did this once and the result the housework in normal clothes for 2 weeks ;-(.

At 6:30 I bring coffee to my wife's bed.

There is no speaking because I am nothing, not worth addressing.

Then I prepare breakfast and put her stuff and keys and such ready.

 I have to wait in the pantry for her to leave.

Cleaning day is also my fasting day I don't eat or drink anything. 

If I have to drink is my own piss. I can only do this in the 10 minutes in front of the camera. I have to put the rest of my piss in a jug or bowl.

Now I've noticed that if you drink piss you have to piss more often. does it seem to be recycled faster?

As soon as my wife is gone I start my duties. These are strict and I must follow them. I go through the house from top to bottom. And generally I'm working on that all day.

Now I don't wear a chastity cage and can therefore just play with my sissy clit, but cumming is strictly forbidden. 

At 13:00 I must watch a porn movie for 15 minutes It is always the same but I can now watch another one that is "GGG - Mund Auf Pisse Rein" by John Thompson. 

My fantasy is that I get to lick these ladies clean after shooting the movie. 

It seems delicious all that piss and cum HMMMM...

My wife always goes out for dinner on Mondays, when she is almost done eating she sends a message that she is coming home.

That is the sign to me that I have to be ready for her arrival.

 I try to drink as little piss as possible on this day so that there is as much piss in the bowl as possible.

I spread out a piece of plastic in the pantry, put the bowl on the floor and put my black dildo next to it. 

On my knees waiting for her to come home. I sit there waiting and my mind wanders (more on that later). First an inspection through the house to see if I did everything right. 

Then she comes to the pantry and checks if there is enough piss in the bowl.

So far it's basically always the same. 

What follows may vary from time to time, but I'll write how it went last time.

So she checks whether the bowl is full enough (sometimes she fills it up with her piss). Now it was about three quarters full but no refill. She touches the dildo with her foot as a sign that I can suck it. First it has to go in the bowl of piss. I have to keep repeating this in this case for about 10 minutes. So in the bowl blow, back into the bowl. She is not present so I try to do it as good as possible. I'm already dripping with piss. When she comes back the dildo has to go (she doesn't say anything there is no eye contact). Then I have to completely submerge my face in the bowl and the piss has to go into my mouth, nose, eyes and ears. I have to try to stay down as long as possible. When she walks away, it's a sign that it's been long enough. Then it's up to me what I'm going to do with the piss. In this case, I lay on my back and poured the bowl of piss into my mouth, trying to drink as much of it as possible. I poured the rest over me and washed myself with it. I am then so horny that I jerk off and come on the plastic.

After I've come, the urge and the desire are gone, but now it comes down to how submissive I am. I'm wet from the piss and the plastic is also wet. I take the corners so that whatever is on them forms a puddle. My wife sits in the room doing her thing. I try to lick all the piss off the plastic as best I can. Then I lie down on it and roll myself in the plastic. And stay in it for as long as possible. I wait for she gives the signal that I can get out. She usually asks how her piss whore is doing. I have to undress. The nylons first have to be in my mouth to suck them out properly. At that moment I feel so wonderfully such a real sub slut. It's a good thing no one can see me. Because a grown guy sucking piss nylons. That must be a very strange sight.

My wife goes to bed and, in fact, it comes down to me having to figure out how to spend the night. Can't shower or put on anything else, I have to stay in the pantry and sleep under the plastic. I can't get to sleep it was cold. And so just lie there and wait a bit to see if I hear from my wife.

When I get the signal that I can shower. We have a garden shower and rinse everything out. Then I can go to sleep in the guest room. In the morning I make breakfast for us and everything is back to normal. We don't talk about it anymore. 

Like nothing happened...

PS I forgot to tell you that I have to clean the butt plug if it has to be taken out for a visit to the toilet. I have to clean it with my mouth and put it back in the 10 minutes in front of the camera. When it is placed I have to spread my buttocks and show on the camera that it is properly in my sissy hole.

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Now you must be thinking what and why?  Why? I don’t know! But if we’re both enjoying ourselves then I’m all for it.

The bottom line is that I get rewarded for drinking piss in the form of cumming. I conditioned myself with the help of my wife.

"With conditioning, you show certain behavior after being exposed to a certain stimulus. The bottom line is that you can associate two things with each other."

In my case drinking piss. Basically anything with piss. It's even so bad when I write over it I already get a feeling inside.

So the reward is cumming, but calling me a piss-whore and washing myself with piss is also a reward, I'll do anything for that. In those moments I really do everything or I want to do everything. 

My wife knows that and uses it to her advantage...