Halsentzündung

 

Just an update

 

 

A new assignment that makes me horny but also gives me a sore throat.

The last few days I have had to use a mouth gag that is 15.5 cm long for an hour. This reaches my throat and it takes effort to do this. 

Something else was added yesterday. I was allowed to jerk off and had to save my sperm. In the evening I cum again, my cum mixing with the seed from earlier in the day and put my seed on the gag and deep in my throat. The assignment was not to swallow but to keep it in my mouth. So I could taste my cum. Now is swallowing difficult with this gag and after a while I was drooling with cum and spit. I have to catch everything and after an hour I lick it all clean and swallow it. My wife was upstairs and I did this in the utility room alone, as Lola. Then I went to sleep and the next morning I presented the gag and the board to my wife.

As crazy as I think this is, I am proud that I did this.

I am Lola the piss and cum whore....

 

 

Lola

  

I don't know what I did, but my wife (I will have to call her "Fräulein" when we are alone) has stepped up. 

She is much stricter, gives me less space and expects me to behave much more submissively. After she came home she simply made this clear to me and I have no say in this. 

That has led to some funny moments in the last few days. It's strange that I have to address her like that. Sometimes we have to laugh about it, but it puts me in my place. 

She has read my blog and understands that my cleaning day is not enough for me to be myself. New agreements have been made for this. For the time being, I always have to wear at home stockings with suspenders and high heels with a morning coat over them. If I have to consult with colleagues via Zoom, I can wear a shirt.
When visitors come, I have to go upstairs to the ironing room.

In the evening after dinner I have to wear a wig, 

not black but white-blonde. And then calls me Lola.
I have to look on the internet to see how I can make smokey eyes.
And for now I have to sleep in the utility room.
Piss play is a no-go. Based on my post about fisting, that's a priority.

On Saturday we are going to the Netherlands for a week, so I have to take all my stuff with me. So stockings, suspender, wig and high heels...

I thank you my Fräulein, my love for you is very great. 

So big that I can't write it down...

Piss-Schlampe

 

I'm not allowed to share anything about her homecoming on my blog. It was special and I felt very submissive, a real piss lover and whore. I can't describe what my feelings are. Words fall short. I worship my wife my owner, pimp and goddess. Someone to whom I can and may show that I am a real and I mean a real piss whore.

 

In response to poppetslut's question about how the collar went. Not that easy because I have to hold it with both hands because it is quite flexible. I have to look for something else that will stay in place and be sturdy. That's not all because there was also quite a lot of piss and so much that I couldn't drink it all away. It was leaking quite badly around my neck so that I was completely covered in piss. At one point I was completely submerged and I did my utmost to drink as much as possible but it was too much and also quite cold….

 

Allein zu Hause

7-11

 

 Home alone. 

I've often been home alone, but this time it's different.

My wife already left on Sunday evening, and was surprised because I found a letter in bed with instructions. My cleaning day was something else of course doing the cleaning chores, drinking piss and being in front of the camera. But no piss shower or rolling myself in plastic with piss. I was excited because the assignment is not really something for my wife, she is very reserved towards our lifestyle, she was clear. I wear my cock ring every day and night, which is secured with a belt around my waist and between my buttocks. I have to wear nylons every day with the suspender she gave me. There was also a bag containing a mini bikini top with a bow on your back and on your neck, which I also have to wear every day. This should be done immediately after getting up. Now it is 6 o'clock on Tuesday morning and I have been awake for a while because I have several appointments at the office today, and I have no idea what to wear to keep it from showing. I'm excited, but also a little worried because it's rare that I get to do this, especially to work. This wasn't all because I also have to collect all my piss, even at work. This is also a challenge, how do I do this? I pee at least 2 liters a day. I think I'll go to the Decatlon on Alexanderplatz to buy two large drinking bottles. I'm now also wondering what the purpose of all my piss is, because that will easily be 15 liters by the end of this week. It's now 7 o'clock and I'm going to take a shower. Oh yes, Cumming is strictly forbidden

wish me luck;-)

 

 

 

Updat 8-11

 

Quick Update:
Day 2 and have to go back to the office soon. Now I have to wear a suit and the string of the bikini top is quickly visible. But with a black shirt and tie you won't see any of it "I hope". I have tightened the strap between my buttocks a little, otherwise my sissy clit sticks out a lot.
And the strap between my buttocks is starting to irritate a bit. The piss collection went well and I just put the bottles on my desk. I just hope no one wants a sip ;-) 

 

 

 

Update 9-11

I think I know what she has in store for me. And I mean with my collected piss. I have no idea how that's going to turn out...

 

 

Update  10-11

 

Received an email from my wife today. With instructions to buy something. Not what I had in mind, but something I had seen with my wife some time ago. It immediately made me horny and I can't wait for it to happen.

I need to buy a funnel that fits around my neck and fits my head completely. I also make sure that the funnel does not leak too much, the kind of collar you see on dogs to prevent them from scratching. I like to be completely drenched in piss. When she comes home I have to be on my knees on plastic with the funnel around my neck and the urine collection to be ready....

 

 

Piss-Hure-Fantasie

Piss-Hure-Fantasie

 

I'm a man with a good job. 

I make important decisions, but no one knows what I actually am. 

A deep secret that makes me very uncomfortable when I think about it. At my work my mind wanders and I think you should know what you can do with me. 

Because I mainly work with women 

and I want to drink all their piss....

 

 

 

 

 

 Yes, I am a horny piss whore. 

I deny this to everyone and never tell anyone about it. Only my wife. But she cannot read my thoughts and feelings. My thoughts are much worse than I can and dare to tell. I can't admit it myself either. 

I walk neatly within the paths of what is accepted and importantly what my wife accepts. 

But deep inside I want to scream out that I am a piss whore looking for humiliation to be used as a piss and cum slut. 

With someone next to me who I can make proud by showing that I enjoy piss and cum without any problems. 

That I am used by men and women lick, drink, and suck cum piss from ass pussy and cock.

 

In our house there is a hatch from the utility room to the kitchen. 

I would just like to stand there with my head through the hatch, tied, legs spread wide, my cum cunt open and ready to be used by anyone. I have a mouth gag with a funnel into which anyone can dump whatever they want. And I mean everything.

I like to taste and swallow it. 

I'm nothing more than a dirty 

 

 

PISS WHORE 

for anything and everything

 I'll suck it up

I'm just nothing at all....