Dessous Tragerin

 

Last Monday (September 18) started as a normal cleaning day, but around 1 o'clock my wife called that she was coming home with a colleague. So I quickly put on pants and a shirt over my cleaning outfit :-) As it turned out, she was invited to speak on the other side of the country, which means she will be away for a few days. Now that happens more often, but quitting my household cleaning day so suddenly and not having a happy ending was kind of a disappointment. My wife saw that in me and before she left she said I'll make it up to you...

Late Wednesday evening my wife was back home and she was very satisfied with her work. It had gone well and had received a lot of good response. I was proud of her because getting the job done without preparation is not easy, but that is also her strength.

 She had not forgotten her promise because the next day she went back on it. I was allowed (until the next cleaning day), to decide for myself what I wanted to wear under my regular clothes. However, with the restriction everything is out in bed, because my wife wants a real man in bed. 

My choice, a steel cock ring that is secured with a belt around my waist with a mini slip that covers only my balls, stockings that are held up with straps (from an old suspender belt) from the belt of the cock ring. Can you still follow it? 

And  how quickly you gets used to wearing lingerie under your regular clothes. 

I want to wear it forever. It feels good and the cock ring makes me aware of wearing it. There is a constant feeling of a little bit of excitement, just enough to keep my sissy feeling warm. 

It also makes me more submissive with a kind of slutty feeling. And sometimes it just makes me horny.

 I had a work meeting on Friday with 3 colleagues, 2 of which were women, and my thoughts were more about the horny feeling and thoughts they should know! Also thoughts I want to show what kind of slut I am...

What I do notice is that I produce precum throughout the day. It makes my pants wet..... Who else suffers from this?

Bettele um meine Fantasie

Piss Whore

Today, September 18, is my cleaning day, and before I start I can work on my blog. I read with great pleasure and interest the blog of https://poppetsubslut.blogspot.com (highly recommended) and in his last post he talks about reenacting a movie. 

That reminds me of when I once had to dance for my wife. She was working on the computer and was instructed to change my clothes and then dance for her. Now I'm not a dancer but I did my best and that's not easy on high heels. It felt so uncomfortable, a kind of shame, the clumsy dancing, I only felt resistance, it did put me in my place. I was and am just a sissy slut who does whatever is asked, even if it is uncomfortable....

Sometimes I have fantasies that keep going around in my head. And it will always remain a fantasy, but I still want to share it. This fantasy also comes from Poppetsubslut's blog (Poppet walks the streets in a sexy outfit). 

So my fantasy, I am dressed in a sexy outfit, it looks like this. 

My cock is locked up and the open butplug is secured well and deep with a belt and lock. A suspender with black nylons and boots below the knee tight around my calves with a very high heel, also black. Then a tight leather mini skirt in combination with a black leather jacket, I wear a wig and make-up, black dark eyes and large round earrings. Then in the car and dropped in the Kurfurstenstraße where I have to work as a piss whore. 

This remains a fantasy, but maybe I can parade around the house like this???

 PLEASE?

Der Denker

Something to think about

I feel the urge to write down my sexual preference my submissive feelings wearing lingerie, piss and feet fetish, and if I read it back it feels this isn't me. 

Although my wife is very reluctant to put something out, she read it. Her comments got me thinking. She thinks it's a porn story written totally without love.

 Because this is only possible with love. She loves me as i am. And allow me to be myself. She thinks it's special that I can let myself go like this. To show and share my deepest desire to her. 

Without shame just showing who I am and sharing that with her. Because of Her love for me I can do this and as strange as it sounds I do it for her too. This is contradictory but I show her what I do for her. Humiliating myself to the depths of my feeling. Not that she asks for or  tells me to do this, but she knows I enjoy doing this for her. 

If this is not love… 

So if you are reading my life story think that this is only possible with love for each other!!!

Sharing a secret with your loved one feels oh so good!

 

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Breaking news, a special gift from my wife. Only to be worn on special occasions. A super nice suspender belt and beautiful nylons. Can't wait to wear it......