Christmas present

When we got home on saterday my Christmas present had been delivered.
I didn't know anything about this, it was an idea from owner 1 so that I could lie quietly in the living room under the supervision of the owners.

 

 

 

And so after dinner I started using it. I feel like a real slut lying in the corner of the room like that.

Blindfold mouth dildo and butt plug all my holes filled what more could a slut want!

Every now and then my useless balls would be hit by an owner's foot and my nipples would be pinched (next time I'll ask for nipple clamps). 
I don't know how long, but I was released and thanked the owners very much for the wonderful Christmas gift. It is still in the room and when I walk past it I long for it.

Sometimes I don't know it, all I can think about is how I can serve and be used.  I think I definitely have some kind of brainwashing. Because even when I lie there, I fantasize that everyone can see me, especially acquaintances or family, so that it is clear that I am their total slut slave. Are these crazy thoughts? Am I brainwashed? I actually think so, as all normality has been repressed and I'm happy when I'm Lola the slut...

Do you recognize that....

Schlampiges Loch

 

This week I was corrected and I have to show that I am submissive slut and very much serve my owners. I have to do all my tasks in perfection without contradiction.

I sleep separately and have strict dress codes. I also have to move between the two houses in these clothes

But this afternoon during the lunch that I had prepared for owner 2,

 I had to come to her. It was time for inspection.

Now I wear a new butt plug during my tasks I thought she wanted to inspect that. But no, I was expected at 2 o'clock as Lola so with wig, make-up, nylons and my high heels and a large dildo and without a butt plug. I need the key to my cage for that and I removed it in the presence of the owner. No idea what to expect.

At 2 o'clock I was ready and was immediately placed on a large stool and the assignment "shows how flexible your sissy hole is".

There you are, fucking yourself with a dildo. I was already horny because of the situation but the dildo made it even more intense.

 

 

Lying on my back and holding my legs. Owner 2 put on latex gloves and inspected my fuck hole

A little later 4 fingers went in and slowly her hand disappeared in my hole. Now this was the second time but it all went very smoothly. A little later her hand went in and out slowly. Her fist went smoothly into my hole. Slowly at first but later it went faster.

I was actually real fisted for the first time. Her fists went in and out of my willing horny fuck hole. 

I had no control over myself anymore and said all kinds of horny things. Looking at her while she does this makes me submissive, I want to do everything for her. 

What control owner 2 has over me.... 

I felt like such a whore I leaked quite a bit.

 

 

But suddenly it was over I was exhausted my fuck hole was completely limp and I couldn't stand on my legs.

Owner 2 was very satisfied and immediately went to report it to the owner 1. I was allowed to recover on the bed first. My fuck hole was very sensitive and I was still a bit out of this world. At 5 o'clock I was called and both owners were in the living room. Where they ordered food.

I had my work outfit back on, shirt and apron, the owners looked at me as if nothing had happened....

 

 

 

Weekend

 Sometimes the unexpected happens. I was working in the kitchen owner 2 comes in I immediately sit in my position.
Then behind her back a bowl of her delicious piss appears.
She grabs my me head and I put my mouth on the edge of the bowl.  After which the order look at me and drink it all. Then owner 2 very slowly pours my mouth full, I know I may only swallow it at her command. I feel and taste her delicious piss what a pleasure I shiver all over my body. Especially looking at that really makes me her submissive slut whore.  The last remaining piss I have to gargle so I taste her well. I am so grateful to her that I kiss and lick her shoes.

She looks at me smiling and then says yes Herman this you could not have dreamed a year ago that you are now my piss whore....



What a wonderful start to the weekend

24/7

 

Growing up in the 70s where my own self was suppressed. My feelings of who I really am was put aside.

I am not complaining because I am very happy now. My feminine side gets all the space and can really be who I am.

So who and what am I?

I am a big guy but inside I am a total slave and a whore.

I am owned by 2 owners (my wife and her sister). I sold my business and am available to my owners 24/7. My sissy clit is locked up 24/7 and wear sexy work clothes 24/7. Stockings, mini bikini, highheels, short sport skirt and short sweater. I have duties in two houses and am busy with that. Also, in the houses I have a closet/room (my parking space) where when I am done with nothing more to do I have to lock myself in and fasten with a belt that has to be locked. There is also a stool with a dildo on it and a dildo on the wall.  Furthermore, I have my own sleeping place so that if necessary the owners can sleep peacefully.
I am every other day with owner 1 and the next day with owner 2. Around 6:30 my day starts with rinse clean (I do every morning) get dressed and take care of breakfast.
The rest of the day I am busy with tasks in and around the house.

As soon as I see an owner I have to show my submission by (at the moment) sitting like a trash can on my knees with hand holding my feet and mouth wide open. A nod from owner I immediately turn me around and show my sissy pussy.

Owner 2 is much more dominant her look is felt enough to make me do anything. And I really mean everything.
Owner 1 is my great love she has made this all possible. How special is this?

I adore the anus of both owners I want nothing more than taste their delicious anus. I also like to drink their delicious hot piss.

I feel completely free with no worries. I am only taking care of the owners in any way.

Also finacial I have no worries.  All my money and property have been transferred to the owners. I have a bank card where I can buy things if necessary. Everything I buy must be discussed with one of the owners.  Furthermore I am Herman 1 day a week (my sissy klit stays locked up).

After an email exchange with Poppet Sub Slut the owners are planning to add a dice challenge. I have no idea what the challenges will be I am allowed to bring in my own challenges.

Owner 1 has a public job and is reluctant to bring out our way of life. Owner 2 has less of a problem with that, so I go into town with her as Lola. I get a lot of looks from especially men but so far never anything really negative.

Because of our way of living our family and friends have become a lot smaller. Nobody really knows anything. Owner 1 intends to share our way of life within a small circle.

Personally, I am a little afraid of that anyway but if owner 1 wants me to, I have to accept that.
I think it will not be long before I have to present myself as Lola to family and friends.
The idea makes me nervous but it also excites me.

For now a glimpse into our life so far....
 

My greatest desire and drive is to be their total slave and whore. Nothing makes me hornier than the idea of being whored out by the owners. Standing by the side of the road in mini skirt and being used and making money for the owners.

 

 This fantasy is very strong and the idea that one day this might become reality makes me who I am today.

Lola

 

 
 

Fernsehturm

 

Owner 2 in front of the  Fernsehturm ;-)

The time had come and it had been a while since I had been on the streets as Lola.

So my best outfit, all in black leather. Skirt with a tight leather jacket on top. Nothing more than suspender with stockings and my calf boots with high heels. Neatly made up and wig half-length hair and big earrings.

After inspection and some correction from owner 2 we got into the car and headed towards the Fernsehturm. The tower is located at  Alexanderplatz in former East Berlin .

At the tower I had to get out and walk around and wait for owner 2. There are always tourists at this place and then you suddenly stand there. I just walked around a bit and I saw quite a few looks that secretly looked at me. What struck me most is that men look secretly and women much more openly.

I wasn't completely at ease and I felt like it took quite a while for owner 2 to arrive. 

Now I'm quite a head taller than owner 2, but she grabbed my arm so we walked around arm in arm. 

Owner had another surprise, a visit to the observation deck of the tower. I entered the elevator with slightly shaking knees. Not that I'm afraid of heights, but more that I can't hide there. Looked for a spot upstairs and enjoyed the view. I also had to get a drink and despite the fact that it is very clear that I am a man, no comments at all.  But also secret glances from men. I think many men would like their partner to look like me ;-)

Received a lot of compliments from owner 2 and she promised that I would get a reward at home. 

Went downstairs and waited there again until the owner had picked up the car. After which we drove to owner 2's house. 

The tension came out in the car. Was shaking and even felt tears.

Back from gone

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Condom Filling

UPDATE!!! 

A lot has changed and I am very happy. I will come back to it, but at the moment I am waiting for an order for condoms and a magic wand. I am addicted to used condoms, but my owners don't want me to actively look for them. Because they are concerned it is not very safe. To indulge my addiction, the owner 2 allows me to fill condoms myself and save them for a later time. I don't know exactly what the intention is, so I'll have to wait and see what she plans to do with it. I can't wait, be exciting and HORNY... 

To be continued.....